Saturday School Obituaries TBA
Under: Back Inside Gaia
released sep.10 2008
songs written by jesse ceja / composed by nolan thies & jesse ceja
cover art by jonathan newton & jesse ceja / seahorse illustrations by chris henderson
track list
life's way / b side (not my day)
angel of faith / awaken
repel / posterior part
evoke / repent
*bonus track / fetus
Lyrics
Life's way/ it's pointless to sit here & compare myself to perfection/there is no use for me to think about it twice/it will never happen, it won't ever come out my way/never balances the way it should/chorus//the arms of love hold you near, the arms of love hold you near// it's pointless to sit here & compare myself to perfection/ but that's life you have to expect it/ you have to respect it/ it's for your own good/ it's written by the stars, printed on the sky/ life has its moments, life has its crimes/ but life has its own way, just look up at the sky/never never doubt never never fear/ chorus/ the arms of love hold you near/ the arms of love hold you near
B. side (not my day)/ it's 8:35 in the morning & I find myself awake/ I find myself thinking about the events that just took place/ & I don't know how bad it must had been yesterday/ but I am paying for it today/ I feel somewhat replaced/ I feel somewhat not here/ it's like my body has been drained & my mind has been cleared/ chorus// I just wish it was tomorrow/ I just wish this day wasn't today/ my foundation has been wound to discipline myself/ it doesn't seem right/ just a little wrong/ just out of place// it's 8:35 in the morning & I find myself awake/ I find myself questioning if I am going to be okay/ chorus// I just wish this was tomorrow/ then everything would be okay/ I would feel this emptiness, this deep hole// at 8:35 in the morning I was abducted/ I was taken some place/ my mind was cleared/ & I am just left wondering everything/ that comes to my mind/ question after question/ thought after thought/ I can't wait to get back in me/ I can't wait to get back in me/ get back in me
Angel of faith/ you will always be with me/ even inside me/ I will hold you near/ I will hold you dear/ not a day will go by/ that I will forget you/ I am glad to know your beside me/ cuz I know I've been true/ your everything I had/ & I am glad to know its you/ you will always be with me/ even inside me/ I will hold you near/ I will hold you dear/ not a day will go by/ that I will forget you/ chorus// angel of faith/ angel of faith/ angel of faith
Awaken/ welcome back, welcome back home to your senses/ you are now back in tune with your mind & body/ you are no longer a slave to desire/ to what you thought was happiness/ what you that was joy/ what you thought was perfect for you just to stay/ chorus// always remember/ never shall you forget/ who you are/ who you were/ who you'll be/ image your design/ visualize in your mind// it took sometime/ some bruising & some scratches/ but your still alive/ & now you see & now the light has blinded you/ blinded you with the knowledge you needed/ to able to return/ be able to return to your mind & body/ you had set your soul/ you gave your soul/ to this thing you call desire/ to what you called happiness/ what you called joy/ what you thought was fulfillment/ welcome back, welcome back to your whole mind & body/ you are safe/ & no one can hurt you here/ no one can ever/ no can ever take you way from here/ you are self now/ you are one with who you need to be/ mind, body, & soul, you are complete/ chorus//always remember never shall you forget/ who you are, who you were, who you'll be/ image your design/ visualize in your mind// you are where you need to be/ this where you have been searching for/ you are home/ chorus// always remember/ never shall you forget/ who you are/ who you were/ who you'll be/ image your design/ visualize in your mind
Repel/ you've been repelled/ you've been peeled off/ you've been repelled/ you were heavy to remove/ seem like a ton or two/ but your no longer here/ you've been repelled/ you've been peeled off/ you've been taken out of my space/ I hope you do/ better some place not here/chorus// Godspeed to you/ Godspeed to you// you've been repelled/ you've been peeled off/ you were heavy to remove/ seem like a ton or two/ but your no longer here/ you've been repelled/ you've been peeled off/ you've been taken out of my space/ I hope you do/ better some place not here/ chorus// Godspeed to you/ Godspeed to you
Posterior part/ what is your marrow?/ What is your core?/ What is it that makes you?/ That makes you whole?/What is it that pulses threw your heart?/That makes you go?/ chorus// because when I look inside you/ I go blind/ it's like you have a curtain/ cuz your trying to hide// so what is it that makes you?/ want to go on with life?/ why? Why do you want to be alive?/ what pulses threw your heart?/ what is it that makes you whole?/ chorus// cuz when I look inside you/ I go blind/ I don't know what's inside you// so I just have to try/ try to figure it all out/ before it's too late/ before I am destroyed/ & I feed your inside/ why must you feed off me?/ why parasite?/ chorus// what is your marrow?/ what is your core?/ cuz when I look inside you/ I go blind
Evoke/ yes, you can say that/ I must agree/ that at one point/ it got a little crazy/ in half a hour/ in a fragment of a second/ I gave in/ & I feel incomplete/ chorus// it didn't take real long/ it didn't take much work at all/ I just had to open my heart/ & evoke// no I don't believe/ it's that difficult/ no I don't believe it's impossible/ bc it's right in front of you/ you can not deny it/ unless you plan to hide it/ chorus// it didn't take much time/ it didn't take much effort/ I just had to open my heart/ & evoke// your right/ maybe if I did that/ things would be much different/ but then I wouldn't know what I know/ I don't believe/ you can deny it/ I don't believe/ you can't see it/ chorus// for you are human/ so just open your heart/ & evoke
Repent/ it's time/ the hour has come/ for you to repent/ for you to evolve/ it's taken quite some time/ for you to reach this point/ the time is here/ the time is now/ for your lands to nourish/ it's become spring now/ you'll become Eden/ it's time/ the hour has come/ for you to repent/ for you to evolve/ it's taken quite some time/ for you to reach this point/ the time is here/ the time is now/ for your lands to nourish/ it's become spring now/ you'll become Eden
released sep.10 2008
songs written by jesse ceja / composed by nolan thies & jesse ceja
cover art by jonathan newton & jesse ceja / seahorse illustrations by chris henderson
track list
life's way / b side (not my day)
angel of faith / awaken
repel / posterior part
evoke / repent
*bonus track / fetus
Lyrics
Life's way/ it's pointless to sit here & compare myself to perfection/there is no use for me to think about it twice/it will never happen, it won't ever come out my way/never balances the way it should/chorus//the arms of love hold you near, the arms of love hold you near// it's pointless to sit here & compare myself to perfection/ but that's life you have to expect it/ you have to respect it/ it's for your own good/ it's written by the stars, printed on the sky/ life has its moments, life has its crimes/ but life has its own way, just look up at the sky/never never doubt never never fear/ chorus/ the arms of love hold you near/ the arms of love hold you near
B. side (not my day)/ it's 8:35 in the morning & I find myself awake/ I find myself thinking about the events that just took place/ & I don't know how bad it must had been yesterday/ but I am paying for it today/ I feel somewhat replaced/ I feel somewhat not here/ it's like my body has been drained & my mind has been cleared/ chorus// I just wish it was tomorrow/ I just wish this day wasn't today/ my foundation has been wound to discipline myself/ it doesn't seem right/ just a little wrong/ just out of place// it's 8:35 in the morning & I find myself awake/ I find myself questioning if I am going to be okay/ chorus// I just wish this was tomorrow/ then everything would be okay/ I would feel this emptiness, this deep hole// at 8:35 in the morning I was abducted/ I was taken some place/ my mind was cleared/ & I am just left wondering everything/ that comes to my mind/ question after question/ thought after thought/ I can't wait to get back in me/ I can't wait to get back in me/ get back in me
Angel of faith/ you will always be with me/ even inside me/ I will hold you near/ I will hold you dear/ not a day will go by/ that I will forget you/ I am glad to know your beside me/ cuz I know I've been true/ your everything I had/ & I am glad to know its you/ you will always be with me/ even inside me/ I will hold you near/ I will hold you dear/ not a day will go by/ that I will forget you/ chorus// angel of faith/ angel of faith/ angel of faith
Awaken/ welcome back, welcome back home to your senses/ you are now back in tune with your mind & body/ you are no longer a slave to desire/ to what you thought was happiness/ what you that was joy/ what you thought was perfect for you just to stay/ chorus// always remember/ never shall you forget/ who you are/ who you were/ who you'll be/ image your design/ visualize in your mind// it took sometime/ some bruising & some scratches/ but your still alive/ & now you see & now the light has blinded you/ blinded you with the knowledge you needed/ to able to return/ be able to return to your mind & body/ you had set your soul/ you gave your soul/ to this thing you call desire/ to what you called happiness/ what you called joy/ what you thought was fulfillment/ welcome back, welcome back to your whole mind & body/ you are safe/ & no one can hurt you here/ no one can ever/ no can ever take you way from here/ you are self now/ you are one with who you need to be/ mind, body, & soul, you are complete/ chorus//always remember never shall you forget/ who you are, who you were, who you'll be/ image your design/ visualize in your mind// you are where you need to be/ this where you have been searching for/ you are home/ chorus// always remember/ never shall you forget/ who you are/ who you were/ who you'll be/ image your design/ visualize in your mind
Repel/ you've been repelled/ you've been peeled off/ you've been repelled/ you were heavy to remove/ seem like a ton or two/ but your no longer here/ you've been repelled/ you've been peeled off/ you've been taken out of my space/ I hope you do/ better some place not here/chorus// Godspeed to you/ Godspeed to you// you've been repelled/ you've been peeled off/ you were heavy to remove/ seem like a ton or two/ but your no longer here/ you've been repelled/ you've been peeled off/ you've been taken out of my space/ I hope you do/ better some place not here/ chorus// Godspeed to you/ Godspeed to you
Posterior part/ what is your marrow?/ What is your core?/ What is it that makes you?/ That makes you whole?/What is it that pulses threw your heart?/That makes you go?/ chorus// because when I look inside you/ I go blind/ it's like you have a curtain/ cuz your trying to hide// so what is it that makes you?/ want to go on with life?/ why? Why do you want to be alive?/ what pulses threw your heart?/ what is it that makes you whole?/ chorus// cuz when I look inside you/ I go blind/ I don't know what's inside you// so I just have to try/ try to figure it all out/ before it's too late/ before I am destroyed/ & I feed your inside/ why must you feed off me?/ why parasite?/ chorus// what is your marrow?/ what is your core?/ cuz when I look inside you/ I go blind
Evoke/ yes, you can say that/ I must agree/ that at one point/ it got a little crazy/ in half a hour/ in a fragment of a second/ I gave in/ & I feel incomplete/ chorus// it didn't take real long/ it didn't take much work at all/ I just had to open my heart/ & evoke// no I don't believe/ it's that difficult/ no I don't believe it's impossible/ bc it's right in front of you/ you can not deny it/ unless you plan to hide it/ chorus// it didn't take much time/ it didn't take much effort/ I just had to open my heart/ & evoke// your right/ maybe if I did that/ things would be much different/ but then I wouldn't know what I know/ I don't believe/ you can deny it/ I don't believe/ you can't see it/ chorus// for you are human/ so just open your heart/ & evoke
Repent/ it's time/ the hour has come/ for you to repent/ for you to evolve/ it's taken quite some time/ for you to reach this point/ the time is here/ the time is now/ for your lands to nourish/ it's become spring now/ you'll become Eden/ it's time/ the hour has come/ for you to repent/ for you to evolve/ it's taken quite some time/ for you to reach this point/ the time is here/ the time is now/ for your lands to nourish/ it's become spring now/ you'll become Eden